Tough Day at the Office

My left eye has been twitching all day while yesterday the right one was red.

I can't go to disney world.

Today sucked. You know the feeling you get when you are just so frustrated that you want to yell and scream? Well I should feel like that but I'm just in one of those moods where I don't even feel like it. I'm glad I can type in this lovely blog because you know when you talk about things out loud that you're really frustrated with you almost cry? I do at least...so I don't even have to worry about crying because my fingers are doing all the work.

That's what she said.

So...how is your day? Hopefully great because the weather is really nice. I love the brisk cold air and the clear blue sky. Those are the best kinds of days-next to autumn days that is- where you just want to take a stroll and keep walking. and walking. and then eventually you wind up back where you started. ...where there's a nice fire in the fireplace and dinner in the oven that you can smell. My, my. That's the perfect day. Then you plop on the couch in front of the fire and sit. Doing whatever you want. Telephone call, TV, computer, cards. yeahhhhhhhhhh. That's the life.

Picture of the day:


It would have been fun.

Dear World

Secret Life of an American Teenager is the stupidest show I have ever seen in my life, yet I find myself addicted to watching it. I'm up to my second show in a row. Half way through the first episode, my mom and I decided to count how many times the word "sex" is used. The second episode has 20 minutes left and we're already up to 87. That's all it is about... Cracks me up.

I get to wonder for the next four days without being annoying. Can't wait. I don't feel like ex plaining and it's not my place. It's my blog that no one reads anyway so who cares. I just hope everything is going to be okay.

My stomach hurt all day today. I don't even know why. It was cold too.

Okay, okay...I'm done complaining.

I wonder if my mom is reading over my shoulder. That sure would be weird. I don't think she is.

Sex count is at 107. 20 times in 10 minutes. That averages 2 times per minute. fyi

What the hell is up with George Lopez and Jacki Chan starring in a movie together. What is the world coming to? Movies.

goodnight, world.

Fat Chances

Ooooooh, a 2010 tab arrow thing in the archive. WOAH.

New decade. It feels like yesterday when the computers were supposed to blow up at the turn of the century. I was seven. Time sure does fly. I can only imagine how close 2020 is going to be. I hear as you get older, time goes by faster. Joy.

I usually make new years resolutions that I end up forgetting about, but I haven't this year. I guess my biggest resolution is to become a little less defensive with people. I don't know where it has come from, but I've been super edgy and defensive... that's gotta stop. I also would love to do sit ups every day. Maybe if I blog that thought it might happen. Fat chance. But it was a good thought.

Shout out to Cranium, that board game. Played it the other day....won. Go Team Marissa and Charlie! My favorite part was when charlie described an actor as "In an ice skating movie and not funny anymore"...I immediately got Will Ferrel. Golden.

The cold weather is great; I'm not used to it at all, but I really don't mind it. Running from my car to my house was kind of fun. ...Even though I partly ran because I have a creepy neighborhood (not really) and it was dark. Either way, though.

Good luck at school. Happy year :]

Tuesday

I've slept in until 11:30 for like the past four mornings. I don't really like it though because I feel like I've already wasted a good 2-3 hours of the day. I hate that feeling.

I also work for five days in a row, but that's kind of a win-lose. I finally will have money to pay off debt, but my day is cut in half, especially with me sleeping in.

No big deal.

I'm in a dilema as to what I'm going to do for new years eve. I've been invited to three places, said yes to two, but want to stay at the one I just heard about. Is that bad? yes. It's not that I DONT want to go the other two, I just don't hang out with them as much, so I would feel out of place. Not really though, I'm just trying to think of an excuse. I was thinking I could hit all three, but is that rude? Less rude than completely skipping I think. Oh and at all three places, I cannot do what I was planning on. Take that off the list. Oh well, maybe another time.

I've been talking to the weirdest people lately. Like super odd. Not a bad thing. Just a weird thing.

So, I really like the idea of dating someone, I just don't want to. Idk if that's because the only people that are interested, I like as friends; or if the past relationships have had an effect on me. They were great, don't get me wrong. They just ended with me upset and edgy. My poor family has to deal with me, then I feel stupid. I don't like that.

Picture of the day....

threeeeeepeat :]

This guy seems cool. I'll bet ya he's got a lot of stories...

Off in the back country of Brazil

I met a young brotha that made me feel

That I could accomplish anything.

You see just like me he wanted to sing

He had no windows and no doors

He lived a simple life and was extremely poor

On top of all of that he had no eye sight,

but that didn't keep him from seein' the light

He said, what's it like in the USA,

and all I did was complain

He said-livin' here is paridise

He taught me paridise is in your mind

-India Arie

Sexy Voice

Who knew that The Diner gives discounts to the police officers and who knew that MiTierras gives you sombreros to wear if they like you? Not I. That led me to thinking how I would run my restaurant. I would would probably give discounts to whoever would sing to me. And if any male had a really good singing voice and was single I would give him his meal for free, and then tell him I needed his cell phone number and email for a drawing of a free movie ticket and then smoothly use that to call him later in the night and lure him in with my amazing way with words. Then we would get married and he would sing to me every night and it will be great. Kind of like that man to the left of all these words. Michael. He has a sexy voice like no other. That also leads me to think that I should go into the singing business so I can meet my husband who can sing to me. Because that's all that matters in a husband. But not really. Ha, that's funny because significant others should be able to do a lot more than that. But that topic is meant for another blog rather than this one. Night.

Can't Deny It

The day after christmas.
Chilly, cloudy, relaxed.
Strangers pass and smile.
Some, a nod.
Alone or with a group,
perplexity is gone.
The simple stroll does its trick.
It will soon be my turn.
Complexity can say adios.
I'm done with it.
It is time for freedom.
Set those limits free.
New year.
New possibilities.
Take some chances.